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as i cried and as my heart felt like it was crashing down.... my angel hugged me so tight and told me everything is going to be okay.
at the moment i felt so safe and so warm. if only that lasted forever. if only that last a little while.
Current Mood:
numb numb
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hurt is an understatement.
dont hang out with someone you still love... when you are trying to fall in love with someone else.
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Two words I've come to understand and follow in the past couple of months.

Compromise

NOUN:

1.
1. A settlement of differences in which each side makes concessions.
2. The result of such a settlement.

Communication

NOUN:

1. The act of communicating; transmission.
2.
1. The exchange of thoughts, messages, or information, as by speech, signals, writing, or behavior.
2. Interpersonal rapport.

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content content
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I need therapy.
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In the past week or two, I have learned to love being a girlfriend.
It's a huge plus when you have someone like Eddie. :)
Current Mood:
calm calm
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your voice is the only thing that is comforting to me.
in your arms is the only place i feel safe.
but it's not right.
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My Valentines day was amazing!! I'm one happy ladie.
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All this was included. I have a wonderful boyfriend. :D
Current Mood:
YAYY!
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my birthday is in 45 minutes and my boyfriend is prolly gonna miss it. it takes 35 mins to get here from his place and he hasnt even left. GAH!!!! haha. ooh well. happy birthday to me! tomorrow will be fun.
Current Mood:
indescribable
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My friends are stupid. And you can quote me on that.
Your not a good friend if your not there for each other.
Your not a good friend if you dont know what's going on in each others lifes.
Your not a good friend if you dont care.
Your not a good friend if you keep flaking, to do something else.
This does not include Zachary. But it goes for pretty much everyone else.
I need to stop caring about people that dont care about me.
Besides Ruben and Eddie I dont think I've gotten a phone call or hung out with anyone else for the past 2 1/2 weeks or so.
WHATEVE.
I had to go to the ER the other day. I had a spinal tap done to me. That shit is no joke. :( My body has been going crazy but I got a bunch of pills and nonesence so hopefully I'll be feeling better.
Saturday I get time with Eddie. I've gotta last 4 days without him and I must say it's really hard. But I'm almost there. I hate liking someone. It's honestly a pain in the ass because you dont know what's going on and it's way to soon to ask. But i'm hanging in there. He just got online so I'm gonna go talk to him.
Current Mood:
sick sick
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I'm dating Eddie now. ANNNND I'm not dating anyone else. I've decided to try a relationship. He is fucking amazing. :)
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